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aww me and matt are going out and he makes me sooooooooo happy
ive been clean since tech fest so like yea 3 or 4 weeks everyone i knowis like no way and im like hell yea
whatchu know about that
hmm im so bored
and rite now there is a comercial for guys gone wild wtf
hmmm i went to this nuts party everyone took off after we all yelled 5 0 and then ppl were jumping fences it was pretty much funny and then we like saw this girl who was getting fucked in the grass when ppl were running by wtf man
hmmm thats it i guess
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[24 May 2006|06:43pm] |
i want everyone to know i now hate drugs i guess seeing someone u care about whos actually addicted to something that makes them physically sick is enough for me
but tech fest will be pretty baller
i had the awesomest time at prom u dont even know and everyone in our limo was sooo sweet
" hey u guys proms over u know y bc we left and were the fucking party" leave it up to me to saysomething eveyone has to drink tooo....
yea i love it here its pretty sweet me and my mom are now getting along
um got my lip percied yesterday by jackies friend so unsanitary bill u would of freaked out if u saw how he did percings
so yea idk
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[20 Mar 2006|08:47pm] |
yea idk talked to my dad today he made me cry like normall wtf idk what to do about that i fucking hate him but i cant have my stuff back unless i like put him on my schools mailing list
i have the worst headache ever and chealsea skiped skewl today wtf
today i got the free gift from marshall feilds even tho i only spent 18 bc i applied for a credit card
yea idk thats about it
i guess for now
wait i totally ripped my pants in the middle of the club and embarresed myself ha itwas funny
<3
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[14 Mar 2006|05:20pm] |
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haha its been a while but yea i love my life rite now ok friday i went to this party with chelsea at her bfs adn made out with the hottest kid there it was awesome but he got so drunk he was pretty much an ass then to top it off he past out in the mil of us making out serioulsy wtf
so the next nite i fucking stole his flip flop when he past out again its so funny now i just have this random flip flop
ahh latly i smoke so much that im not even high im just tired idk so now im only doing it when i drink besides the fact my mom totally creeps me out when im high she always is making funny voices and trying to come in my room when she knows im high like wtf idk so yea then this one day she wasnt home but i called her and she obioulsy knew i was high she kept pretending to be diff ppl calling me ansd shit i had to turn off the phone bc i didnt know if it was them or her fuck that
so yea i now love beer its so werid like i hated it would not drink it now i drink so much i pass out adn then wake up 20 mins later and am like i need a god damn beer haha i love it so yea im passing all my classes i graduate the 11th of june sweet shit me and my dad are kinda talking adn i get all my stuff back im so excited its gonna be like christmas
omg i can totally smoke in my room without my mom knowing its so sweet i go in the bathroom and turn on the fan thingy haha its sweet
omg i serioulsy love big skewls like i meet all these fun new ppl all the time the only thing is is i have to swim in the pool for arobics rite now serioulsy like wtf it sucks i didnt wantto do it today and shes like thats not an option so i skipped
ha thats what i lvoe about this skewl there are so many ppl that if u skip one hour the teachers never know if u were there or not bc even the teachers dont know all the other teachers so like last week me and this kid dave with the awesome hair skipped and got so high adn we saw like 9 cops haha thats yea
idk brett serioulsy cracks my shit up he now broke his knuckle from punching the locker at least it wasnt a brick wall this time haha
yea idk i got my first pay check im so pissed its so gay
fuck u job i hate fuck pizza hut seriouly its gross and so greasy adn the pans arnt even that clean dont eat there
thats it ladies and bitches
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[06 Mar 2006|07:33pm] |
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i hate my job not only does it suck but by the time i remeber how to do something they dont schedual me for like 9 days after
ha o yea im getting my stuff back from my dad like he said yes i could have it incase i havent said that yet so excited
its werid tho he like wants to have a relationship with me ahhh i dont know maybe i should give him the benifit of the doubt
anywho been hanging out with this guy from work pretty entertaining haha i love getting drunk at poolhalls
so yea thats it for now
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[27 Feb 2006|06:14pm] |
i dont give a flying fuck anymore
seriously just shoot me and get it over with
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[26 Feb 2006|03:57pm] |
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thursday i went to the club with this hot arab well he was hot at first and idk i had fun and stuff but there were like 20 billion other hotter guys there but he got me drunk so it was fun haha um yea i realized he had a huge ass and it made me not like him but idk ummm this huge black guy there wouldent quit hitting on me everytime the guy iwas with went to the bathroom he would come up to me and be like hey little mama wanna give me ur number haha it was so funny idk what to doooo
so then i went home called robbie we had a intresing converstaion then i called the guy back that i was with bc i realized i wanted food so he took me to mcdonalds and we were one behind getting pulled over it was funny yea
on friday i got to see brian which is fun to hang out with some one i actually know and we went to this place called the butterfly and its ghetto as fuck like its a bar and it should be like 21 adn up but no one there cares theres like 16 yr olds and like 10 black guys hit on me it was so funny we walk in adn this black guy asks brian if im his gf and we dont answer then like 3 more omg idk it was funny and i actually played good pool
on saturday i stayed home with my mummsie even tho i coulda gone bowling but i had fun with her which hasnt happened in a while normally we just yell at each other aparently shes hates me not comeing home till like 5 in the morning but its ok bc now i just come home at like 3 and if i need to leave again i go out my window
UM i think im getting a new job bc they never schedual me and i hate it so yea
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm skewl starts back up tommorow that makes me sad i liked winter break o well spring break is soooon
i hate werid boys from off line
omg speaking of which this is so random this guy iwas going to meet a long time ago like when i lived wiht carrie i saw him at taco bell in fenton adn hes so hot like damn and like he recognized me how random lol
idk that is it i have nothing more
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[24 Feb 2006|07:46am] |
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so today i called my Father it wass werid
heres how it went
my dad: hello me: hi dad dad: what who is this uh lisa and hes like o hi how are u and im like im ok and i asked him for my stuff back and he was like maybe now that ur 18 u can i have to think about it he asked me about skewl and i told him i only need one credit to graduate he was in shock but whatever he asked me if i made any frineds and hopefully not with that kimmy girl lol and he told me he ran into aimee and aparently she talked shit about me bc he wouldent tell me what she said asked how my brother was
and of course i cried not like hardcore sobbibg just tears and hes like are u ok u sound like ur crying and i was like no y would i be crying then he told me to call him next week i think he mite actually give me my shit back which would be like christmas for me u have no idea how much stuff i have there 15 paris of shoes 30 pairs of pants 12 skirts like omg im so excited
im gonna cry if i have to see him it wont be good
next i went to byron today to get my shit from my locker got my fave belt back score
um i didnt get to really see anyone bc i came to late but o well talked to mr refior for a while he liked my PINK FUZZY BooTs thank u very much and yeas thats about it saw heather adn we cried my mom wouldent take me to see anyone else but she bought me taco bell so it evens out
um idk thats about it for today
last nite i cried for a long time.............it was sad i think my mom knows something she was like idk its very odd it made me so nervous thats y i started crying it would not be goood thats for damn sure
i talked to eric he was souposed to call me back o well i guess
i get to hang out with this hot boy ryan when he gets back monday from california hes so hot and emo like
yay
thats it o yea and for someone who is my best frined who said some thing aaron chapman like about me lets just say it envolved a bus hitting me, im very angry at u for talking behind my back.........fucking slut i love u
chea
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[22 Feb 2006|05:15pm] |
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so much drama its redic
so i really like eric eric kissed me he dosnt have a gf but he does have this girl that like is freakishly obsessed with him but she cant date bc she dont do relationships so idk haha she like freaked out bc i was sitting next to him but not on me on him shes like eric u fucking discust me someone take me home rite now it was funny but i was to drunk to think so at the moment
so yea
o and heres one for u i actually asked this hot guy i kissed if he had a gf before i did it wtf is happening there and the realy werid thing is that when i asked him i was drunk
ha that girl that freaked out i puked on her overly big stylish pants and then they made me puke out the window on the main road with all the other cars looking haha
yea bret cracks my shit up funnist kid ever haha he made me punch him in the face then he bought me taco bell and told me i was sweet
me and this black girl had this whole conversation how girls go to the bathroom together and how its werid and then at the end i was like i have to go pee shes like me too so we went together idk how random
yea its fun down here if i knew i would be able to do whatever the fuck i wanted and not get grounded adn shit i would of come here sooner
i skipped skewl half of friday comeon who goes to skewl spun
in summary i like eric aaaaaallllllllooooooootttttt
heres something werid im really quiet around these ppl and they think im shy and nice
wtf how odd o well
ha jakie has the same pericing but hers is really low on her lip and sticks out funny
idk thats it
CHEA
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ahhh my vday ate ass first my mom leaves me at the liabrary and wont come get me so this kid i met comes to pick me up to make a long story short i hate creepy boys who hold up there hands and say hand and expect me to know to hold their hand wtf its a goodthing i told him im closterphobic so on the way home he starts singing to the song on the radio which happens to be closer by nin adn omg he sang it so creepy and he was like glaring at me i was scared for my effing life omg then he actually asks if i want to go out again wtf man
idk but yea goth boy is doing my hairdizzle today blondeblonde highlights bitchs o yea and an uncreepy boy who i have hung out with 2wice wants to hang out with me and hes loaded say what
o yea idk
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[14 Feb 2006|03:54pm] |
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hmmm today is valentines day if that nic kid keeps calling me im going to cry and end up telling him that i dont like him dont boys know that u dont like them when u never ever call them and then when they do u make up excuses maybe hes just dumb who knows...........
i had orintation at work it was dumb but i got paid to be there so yay idk when i start but soon um i think im going to take out a loan to buy a car....chea
some really freaky kid off myspace like litteraly a freak like hxc goth wants to hang out with me im gonna do it haha and be scared the whole time
um this hot kid brian at skewl ha has a gf but like hits on me well dosnt really hit on me he talks to me then always winks at me in the hall idk ninas like dont talk to him he only wants in ur pants im like sweet maybe i want in his tooo........ha prolly not tho the whole gf thing
so thats about it i guess for now
<3
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[12 Feb 2006|04:28pm] |
hmm
so i hung out with jessica finally shes really kewl shes like really really pretty and fun and her friends are rich like this one kid is 16 and he drivs this brand new cadilac it was fun hanging out
went on a date it was ok i broke his ear haha shouldent take me to scary movies i guess not going out with him again tho
so now its basically i can do whatever iwant i come home at like 5 in the morning and can stay out untill 1 on skewl nites as long as i wake up in the morning
rickys really kewl he drives me home like everyday ha yea idk him and the other jessica want to hook me up with their friend but idk i like just random dating rite now it makes me happy unless when they are ugly and werid but thats only been once so yea...........and he almost got me a hampster
idk thats it for now i guess
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[07 Feb 2006|05:34pm] |
today i got kicked out of class by a bitch ass teacher the end
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[06 Feb 2006|07:06pm] |
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ok so pretty go nuts weekend haha i had fun
on friday i hung out with this hawt guy sean it was gay bc he was with his friends and what not and he was like i need to get high like all like it was cocaine or something haha
i havent smoked or done drugs since i was at heathers so yay for me
um yea so after that guy droped me off at like one i went out with this other guy scott and haha we got drunk and played donkey kong it was fun lets just say i owned him haha but yea it was werid he said some werid things when he was drunk but whatever i guess i think thats over
um saturday hung out with nina and marisa and they are way fun and outgoing we went to red robin it was oober fun then we went to ninas frineds attempted to learn to play poker and then we went home but like 20 mins i left and hung out with this guy john with big hair we went to meijr and like i jumped on the little kids bed and went downt the slide haha like i was hardcore jumping then we hid mouse traps so mice wouldnet die and omg he gave me a mohawk it was so awesome i loved it and were gonna go to like a punk show soon with my fun mohawk i cant wait today i stayed home sick so now i cant go out with nic but its a diff nic and i really wanted to go but my mom hates me so whatever
now im at my aunts on line being gay haha
idk i guess im going to flordia for spring break haha i cant wait to roll on down there
o i start my job soon yay nina is so tan she makes me look like the kid from powder
idk thats all that is it
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[03 Feb 2006|05:36pm] |
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tomorrow im going to down town d with nina and some of her friends im so excited i met all these way kewl ppl and i met this scene boy ha hes a freshman with a girlfriend lol but hes still hot but yea so i kinda had a date i guess with this really cute boy hes 19 and hes so sweet he kept telling me how pretty i was and kissing my check and he wants to hang out like all the time so idk he seems really clingy and he just broke up with his gf of 3 yrs like 3 weeks ago so idk about it.........i relized something really werid only rex knows what im talking about its very odd tho im not sure y but i like it tho i like it alot um yea idk
so i guess i dont get to hang out with the hot hookup girl fawkk hmm so at this new skewl speach is required to graduate uhhh gay
yea yea yea
i dont know
so i met this kid with big hair like its so cute its almost like claudios and hes like all tan like him tooo haha yea thats all i guess
and for everyone who found meh boots ugly everyone at skewl loves them so ahaha idk nevermind i guess thats all
i guess ill SHUT THE FUCK UP NOW tehe
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[01 Feb 2006|01:16pm] |
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so i was just at my new skewl for like 3 boring hours talking to the gay principal blah blah well guesss what fuckers
I GET TO GRADUATE THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!! at this skewl u need less credits u only need 22 and i got 21 so i only have to pass 2 classes and i can sleep or skip or whatever for the rest of them taha
im so excited
o offically i hate nick so much that after last nite i honestly could careless if he got hit by a bus and was left in the street to rot......
and thats about it for now take care kids remember hugs love and dont do drugs ;)
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[30 Jan 2006|05:07pm] |
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today was a waste kinda got up got ready went to skewl but i couldent stay bc like we didnt have enough time to fill out all the paperwork and what not yea it was lame that skewl is so huge u dont even know and there is so many kids im kinda nervous but excited i hope i meet some kewl ppl if not i already have met some fun ppl so i met this girl and shes so awesome im so excited to meet her not only is she hot but shes like way nice and were gonna have a rollin good time hanging out if u know what i mean *wink* hmmm then i went to the mall today bc i got all ready adn cute and didnt want to waste it at home so i spent the rest of my bday money on a scarf a necklace these way cute pants a sweater from hollister that used to be 50 but i got it for 10 omg the cutest shirt ever seriously ever i fell in love with it its so hot its like one of those long shirts and it comes past my ass and like i could wear it as a dress and i think i mite but idk o and i got this other sweater that im not sure about o and out of all of that i spent 70 dollars but im returning everything but the necklace the shirt i oober love and the pants bc i need money for nexxt weekend ummmm job interview today for pizza hut and it went good im gonna make ok money and not work that much so ill prolly need another job which i think i would love way more bc its telamarketing and i get to call and bug ppl i know how to do that way good hmmm
i almost one tickets today i was so mad they were like whats ur name have u won in the past month ok well u may or may not be caller x i was like ok so they put me on hold adn this other bitch got it i was so pissed she like one tickets to taste of chous i was like ahhhhhhhhhhh wtf
but o well i got my state id today so now i can go places without having to show a papepr id thank god haha i really want to buy cigarettes now but i know if i do it wont be good so there for i will only buy them when i need them like when im really fucked up and am like god damn it i need a cigarette hmmm
so tomorrow im actually going to go to skewl i belive idk tho but im actually going to be a senior there i think bc last time when iwas behind and i came ehre they put me up a grade plus i passed that class so i got another credit there so hopefully im in 12th then only 4 more months of skewl hmmm so like on the app its like have u been suspended for these reasons drugs fighting blah blah my moms like well thats a no im like uh no its a yes and u have to like explain it and waht not and my mom dosnt even know about it bc my dad made me lie to her about it so she wouldent call social services hmmm
so like i realized my mom favors my brother over me like the other nite he screams in my face totallly lost his temper bc i told him not to eat my cake but when i just simply state my opion she starts screaming at me yea idk its werid do u know what else is werid corey jones is like talking to me on my space idk random hmmm
so yea idk
i want to get a credit card so bad with like a 10000 dollar limit haha and never pay that prolly wouldent be good tho i think im addicted to shoppoing like no joke i cant stop when i have money i spend it all but this time im returning sum yay for me
so since no one reads this or comments its prolly a waste if i were to say anymore
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[29 Jan 2006|04:15pm] |
SO LAST NITE I HUNG OUT WITH THIS WAY HOT GUY HES 23 AND HE HAS HIS OWN APARTMENT AND A HOT CAR AND WE WATCHED FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VAGUS WHICH I HAVENT SEEN IN FOREVER AND WE TOTALLY GOT ALONG SO GOOD I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE WERID MEETING SOMEONE FROM OFF LINE BUT IT WASNT WE LIKE GOT ALONG WAY GOOD and hes sooo hot but like hes not anything like hes not punk not prep hes just him AND WERE HANGING OUT AGAIN SOON IM STARTING SKEWL TOMORROW PROLLY UM GOT MY HAIR CUT HAD A BIRTHDAY PARTY HA MY BROTHER GOT MAD AT ME AND THREW HIS CAKE AT THE WALL AND IT WAS PRETTY DRAMAFUL I GOT 95 DOLLARS AND I GOT A CALL FROM THE LADY AT PIZZA HUT SO IM GOING TO HAVE A SECOND JOB PROLLY YEA IDK THATS ALL IGOT
O NOT REALLY AND I HATE NICK TREKLIS HE CAN ROT IN HELL im so sick of him
SO YEA THATS IT ITS ALL I HAVE FOR NOW
LATER GATORS
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[26 Jan 2006|03:12pm] |
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rite so when ur randomly looking for jobs and u just call one bc of the way good pay do u expect to get it in that same day? ha well i did i called went had an interview got the job now im going to be making 17.25 an hour o fawk yea and even if i dont sell anything i still make money but if i make commision i get like alllot more tehe im so excited im gonna be a rich bitch
hmmmm idk my mom was so mad at me for it she like over does everything she called the cops bc i was in there for so long thinking they were like kidnapping me or something like im not kidding i come out all excited mom i got the job o well i called the cops i thought something happened to u like wtf shes so dramatic but i guess thats where i get it from o well
so im going to skewl tomroow not to actually do good or anything just to make friends bc im so hella bored i sleep all day and do nothing tired of it so yea
thats it for now
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[24 Jan 2006|05:58pm] |
crazy fun weekend ok friday me and heather did shrooms it was nuts haha we were so loud and histericall and everyone thought we were funny it was great untill we got in a fight not great but it worked out ok hung out with ryan that nite he thought we were funny saw ppl from skewl that most of thought i was an idiot bc i was being so ridic but whatever
saturday got high ate some shooms nothing really happned tho rented movies haha scream is so hot like when matthew lilard gets stabed omg talk about hot
sunday went to bills hung out heather almost got her ass periced bill periced his hand which looks pretty kewl haha went to meijr at like 2 in the morning with mario and sean and bill road the god damn pony it was so funny lol monday hung out with ryan bill kt vince watched porn with ugly bitches got in a fight with my mom cryied alot
later when she came to get me she kicked me out of her car and so some guy picked me up adn i called her adn told her she better come back and get me and she did and i got 5 dollars from this guy haha
um yea i guess im not gonna go to skewl tho g.e.d i guess gonna get like a full time job so i can save up for my car
aww puppy noooo
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